Angels Among,

Just recently I stumbled on this amazing site http://www.1111spiritguardians.com and found it quite shocking it even existed.

It took me of course by surprise as I have been seeing and living with the numbers 444 for the last 8 years or so. Prior to that, I have had dreams and visions as far as I can remember and my memories of childhood go back as far as being one year old. In my adult life, I have gone to psychics, reading various books on visions, dreams, numerology and of course doing some major soul searching as to what this all means. I often questioned - What does my life mean?

Living with the voices and visions that come to me unexpected through the nights, flashes of future events and even moments of unaccounted time loss has led me to firmly believe there is a great purpose I have here on this Earth. I have full recollection of the messages given to me and of course my deliverance of them. It is up to the individuals who I convey the messages to, to do with as they wish. It’s either that or I am in need of immediate medical attention and some major drug therapy. LOL!

I see things from so many perspectives, angles and dimensions and feel the nature and people on so many levels it is sometimes quite overwhelming. There are days that I think I can hardly handle the stress and emotional rollercoaster of my family life and of course my two kids drive me bonkers just like everywhere you see. However, when the storm passes, the sunshine always rises in our home and the calm can be clearly heard. I hope to perfect this madness of emotional outpours as my children age and mature and we get to know each other more. Slowly and surely they are developing their own ways of expressing themselves, finding their way in this life, while I have to learn to become more passive and forgiving. After all, they are here to teach me something too. I do my very best to be a good mom to my kids even though I am firm and strict, I realize every day that this must be for a reason as well. There is a great balance I create for my kids with laughter, playing, fun, learning and most definitely LOVE above all.

The angelic site has reassured me that I am not insane like I have been thinking for quite some time now. Well, after all when the society tells you that when you hear voices you need to see a shrink. Not in this case. I know the messages I get are clear with visions and a warm and comforting feeling as if someone gave you a great warm blanket over your shoulders. For instance; I find myself feeling overwhelmed when I yell and raise my voice at my kids they feel and look sad for a moment and their eyes tell me so. This is so short lived around our home and pretty soon all is well and the fire is put out. I not only find I’m somehow quickly mellowed but also my children are soothed and comforted. They are my beautiful, cerebral and crystal - INDIGO http://www.crystalinks.com/childrensic.html children.

I do a lot of searching, learning and studying while I have the privilege to be self employed and working from home. It also allows me to watch my kids and their actions, reactions and experiences. Studying them from every angle is very fascinating and I sometimes find myself on cloud 9 from where the fall is very long and hard.

This firm belief I have a greater purpose has led me to write amazing poetry. I always had the thoughts of what I wanted to say and convey on paper, just never could put it into words just the right way until one day. I recall the day perfectly as I sat down and started to write a short story book on my life experiences growing up. From that day that turned into a blurred two weeks of my life in which I have written 7 short story books, amazing faith and confidence has been revealed within me. I know that I am capable of anything I set my mind into and never question how, why and when.

We all have guides whether we believe in them or not. Some call them Angels and some just call them friends. Life is a surprise every day and I live it with that in mind. I firmly believe in higher forces among us, which whisper gently to me, lead me out of danger and drive me to be loving and compassionate to mankind and nature.

Are there Angels among us? You know the answer within you; so don’t let anyone tell you any different then what you believe.

Namaste~